You were supposed to be the one to teach me how to swim, the one to hold me while I stepped into the water for the first time this summer..
And now you’re gone, and I can’t have you back.
You were never really mine, but for me it clicked.
I miss your hugs, I miss our talks before we went to bed.
And I miss your warm body against mine while we were sleeping.
I’ve lost you, and I can’t forgive myself for it.